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Friday, August 8th, 2003
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11:00 pm
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| Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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12:13 pm
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L i z 0 2 8 4: for someone who doesn't like others in her business.... you certainly don't know how to mind your own business.
Auto response from Xmadeofstars: bite me.
L i z 0 2 8 4: why don't you go cheat on your "not boyfriend" so we can tell him.
first of all, i stayed out of it for quite sometime. i've said nothing for the past month or however long this has been going on. and i'm tired of hearing about it, it has got to stop. liz said something about my best friend, and all i said was that wasn't mature. that's all. then we talked on IM, and i thought everything was cool with us, but then she goes and writes something about how i won't leave her alone? i don't know. whatever. and after all that, i still don't think i was getting in her business.
second of all matt is no longer my "not boyfriend" we are no longer "seeing each other" we are "just friends," so you go tell him whatever you need to, it won't bother me any.
<3
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9:39 am
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So not even five minutes after I post, I get a comment from Missa. Excuse me but...
"Leave me the fuck alone"...
I think that is pretty clear.
So... what is it exactly that these kids don't comprehend?
okay, so she can say stuff about my friends, but i can't comment about what she says? okay fine, you want to play that game, we'll play that game.
right here is were i'm going to say what i think, and i want her and her friends to "leave me the fuck alone." that's fair, right?
i think she looks and sounds like a man (lay off the testosterone hunnie, before you start growing a cock). see, people always go for the whole "she's fat" thing, but i don't think she's fat, i think she's quite thin, i am the fat one. however, she is manly, like whoa. and need attention much? did your parents not hug you as a child? and she's fake. and she needs to stop lying and starting trouble. shiloh, she tried to turn me against you last night, but that shit wasn't happening. and last but not least, i am not afraid of her, or her goons.
i am disallowing comments on this entry, cuz i want you to "leave me the fuck alone". suck it.
current mood:  amused
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| Monday, May 19th, 2003
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11:31 pm - i need a hug?
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*sigh* i have been neglecting my deadjournal. she needs attention too.
right now i feel sad and lonely. i just want to be/feel loved, and i don't. i'm too needy.
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8:35 am - melissa means honey bee in greek
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someday my prince charming will sweep me off my feet and take me someplace where it's warm all the time. when/if i get married, i want honeybees at my wedding. i'm thinking along the lines of killer african honey bees, heh. lynn said that if i do ever get married, she's gonna come dressed like a honeybee. this is why i love lynn. and i love honey bees. and i'm a dork.
i don't want to go to work today.
current mood:  bored
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| Monday, April 7th, 2003
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12:08 pm
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| Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
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9:47 am - for those of you who care.
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| Saturday, March 15th, 2003
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9:01 am - can you believe this shit?
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March 8, 2003
Deal gone sour blamed for kidnap and killing
One still sought in Wisconsin-to-N.J. crime
By MADHUSMITA BORA and BRIDGET MURPHY Staff Writer, (856) 794-5113 Staff Wr
Half a world away from New Jersey, after an autopsy of her husband's corpse showed he died from blows to the head, a young Pakistani widow cried angry tears Friday.
On Sunday, Ramzan Akhtar spoke to her husband, Waheed Akhtar, by phone. That conversation would be the couple's last.
The 44-year-old man said he was meeting with business associates Malkit Singh, known as Mike, and Ekbal Singh Basra, known as Paul, in Wisconsin about plans to sell them the family's gas station and mini-mart.
Authorities believe the two business associates beat and abducted Akhtar and his nephew, Canadian citizen Mukaram Iqbal, 19, before driving them to New Jersey in a sport utility vehicle.
On Thursday, FBI agents dug up Akhtar's body in a mound of earth behind an Upper Township, N.J., shed company. An autopsy was performed Friday in Camden.
Now, as the FBI continues to probe her husband's slaying, Ramzan Akhtar is preparing to remain homebound for four months and 10 days - as part of iddat, a Muslim custom followed by a wife after her husband's death.
But in her mourning, there is an urgency.
Ramzan Akhtar wants those responsible for Waheed's death to meet the same fate they dealt him.
"I want them to get the death penalty," the 38-year-old woman said Friday from Gojra, Pakistan.
That could happen.
While the hunt is still on for Singh, 26, of Harbor Beach Boulevard in Brigantine, N.J., authorities said Friday that Basra, 29, of Fairfax, Va., could face the death penalty.
Basra was arrested Wednesday at his brother's restaurant in Egg Harbor Township, N.J. A judge ordered him held without bail Friday as authorities prepared to extradite him to Wisconsin for a federal trial.
Court documents filed by authorities show he confessed to taking part in Iqbal's kidnapping and witnessed part of the Akhtar's fatal beating.
At this time, Singh and Basra each faces only one count of kidnapping. Homicide charges and more kidnapping charges are expected.
While authorities have refused to address the motivation behind the crimes, they confirmed that the Indian-born suspects did not target the Pakistani victims because of bias and that the crimes were not tied to terrorism.
Ramzan Akhtar said Friday that there was friction between her husband and the suspects about the sale of the store.
"He was pestering my husband to sell our store to him ever since he worked at the store and he saw how much money we were making," she said of Singh, who ran the family's Wisconsin business for a month recently while they were in Pakistan.
Other accounts also support the idea that it was a business deal gone bad that prompted the crime.
Saleem Akhtar, general manager of the Clarion Hotel in Egg Harbor Township, N.J., said Friday that he spoke with Iqbal immediately after the 19-year-old escaped his captors' custody Tuesday.
"He said his uncle was selling a gas station to these Indian people for $200,000 and his uncle changed his mind and raised the price to $300,000. The Indian people got pissed off and beat both of them," the hotel manager said.
The Clarion is across the Black Horse Pike from the Star Motel, where Singh and Basra checked in at about 2 p.m. Tuesday, paying $225 cash for a week's stay, according to Sonny Patel, the owner.
When Iqbal escaped there at about 4 p.m. Tuesday, he went to the lobby of the Clarion, asking employees to call the police because he had been the victim of a kidnapping.
The boy wore a blood-crusted bandage on one wrist and a blood-soaked black knit cap on his head, and carried a black suitcase, the Clarion manager said.
Not believing his story at first, hotel employees did call police. Then as the hotel manager helped translate what the 19-year-old was trying to say in his nervous state, authorities paid attention.
Iqbal told police that his captors left him alone at the Star Motel, saying they'd be back in about an hour with medical help for him, the hotel manager recalled Friday.
The 19-year-old said the captors drove straight to New Jersey from Wisconsin after the abduction Sunday. In the back seat of the vehicle was a wrapped bundle authorities believe was his uncle's body.
"He said they made only one stop to get gas. His hands were tied up," the Clarion manager said.
Details of the crime have rocked the Pakistani community in southern New Jersey since word of Akhtar's death Thursday.
"It's a big tragedy for the whole community," said Aslam Choudhry, 47, of Brigantine, where the deceased also had owned a home.
A prayer service is planned and money will be raised for the family to send back to Pakistan, he said.
But as authorities pursue Singh's capture, others worry that the crimes of which he stands accused will lead to more violence locally.
Resham Singh, the suspect's brother, also lives in Brigantine. The 75-year-old man said Friday that he is living in fear that friends of Waheed Akhtar might attack him.
He last talked to his brother on Feb. 25, when he was supposed to appear in a local court for a parking violation.
"He doesn't discuss his business with me and I do not ask him, because he used to fight with me. I'm so scared. I can't sleep and eat and I haven't been staying at my home," Resham Singh said Friday afternoon.
By that time, night already had fallen in Pakistan.
Ramzan Akhtar knew she wouldn't get any sleep. She would stay awake yet another night, thinking of some way to tell her four sons, ages 6, 9, 11 and 14, that their father was never coming home.
in case you didn't feel like reading that, let me sum it up. Ekbal, my friend from Bombay (the Indian restaurant in the English Creek Shopping Center) and some other guy allegedly beat a man to death in wisconsin, and brought the body back to NJ and buried at Jed's Shed in Upper Township. there are a few more parts to the story, but these are the most important.
when Barbara told me yesterday i couldn't help but laugh. it seemed so funny to me that Ekbal could have killed a man (in Wisconsin no less), because he never seemes=d that kind of person. but now that i've read all these articles from the AC Press, it's too real. this guy, he was my friend, at one point in time he tried to date me... and now he's going to get the death penalty? i mean, if Ekbal killed that guy, well then he deserves to die for it in return.... but like i said, this is all too real. what can you say when someone you know is going to get the death penalty?
current mood:  confused
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| Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
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3:08 pm
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i just want to thank shiloh, because she made an effort, because she really cares. to everyone else i'd like to give a big FUCK YOU.
has anyone called ME to see if I was ok? has anyone bothered to hear MY side of the story?
oh yeah, and where were all of you when MY grandmother died last year, or when MY aunt died 2 weeks ago?
current mood:  angry
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| Sunday, March 9th, 2003
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2:29 pm
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| Wednesday, March 5th, 2003
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2:49 pm
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i keep having these vivid nightmares. when i wake up i have a hard time believing that they're not real. i'm losing sleep because of this.
current mood:  tired
current music: star dust - glen miller band
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| Monday, March 3rd, 2003
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9:33 am
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| Sunday, March 2nd, 2003
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6:16 pm
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Saturday:
+ Woke up at 5:00 to go to my aunt's funeral
+ Went to work at 3:00 = total chaos Narcotics Anonymous
convention at Renault
+ Ex-druggies hitting on me, and Sonny scaring them away
[it's kinda like having Prince Ali fabulous he Ali
Ababwa as my own personnal body gaurd]
+ Joe Dirt look-alike [who on earth frosts their
mullet?]
+ Getting out at midnight
Sunday:
+ Woke up at 5:00 to go BACK TO WORK
+ Ate breakfast after work at Galloway Diner with Brian
+ Slept about 4 hours
+ Write aimless entries in my DJ and eat Swedish Fish
So, the NA convention was quite chaotic. I have never served so many cups of coffee in my life. I met some really cool people though. The Joe Dirt guy [it's funny cuz his name was Joe] was cool as hell. Mr. Wolfe decided to be my new best friend and hang out at my bar all night and make fun of people, lol. I gave up on charging people for coffee, so i had about 40 different people that i served free coffee to Saturday Sunday. Blah blah blah, i don't feel like writing anymore. i'm soooooo tired. i need a nap. again.
current mood: tired
current music: Otis Reading - Try a Little Tenderness
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| Thursday, February 27th, 2003
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5:07 pm
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Today, i had a wonderful visit with my friendly neighborhood gyno. ahh the wonders of being a female. i've got to say that i'm not a big fan of brushes and spatulas scraping my cervix.
On a lighter note, i lost five pounds.
On an even lighter note, the Lion King is playing at Imax theaters... who's up for a trip to Baltimore?
current mood: bored
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| Tuesday, February 25th, 2003
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11:53 am
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my aunt kath died last night. i went to visit my uncle jimmy at work, he didn't seem too upset, but then again he's not a very emotional person. then i went and saw my pop-pop, he was so sad :(
current mood: sad
current music: jimi hendrix - the wind cries mary
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| Monday, February 24th, 2003
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9:51 am
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Xonlyindreams02x: im bored
XxmissaxxX: im horny
Xonlyindreams02x: ew
i know you don't care... but just incase you do, i just decided my favorite songs this week are:
+ Red Roses for a Blue Lady - Dean Martin
+ Jersey Girl - Bon Jovi
+ Melissa - Allman Brothers Band
+ I.O.U One Galaxy - The Ataris
+ Out Of Reach/I'll Catch You - The Get Up Kids
+ Moonlight Serenade - Glen Miller Band
+ Tush - ZZ Top
current mood: amused
current music: Finch - Stay With Me
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9:46 am - "I.O.U. One Galaxy"
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stars are out tonight
and you're the brightest one shining in my sky.
it's like every wish I ever made came true.
the day I woke up lying next to you.
will you be my best friend
if I offer you my heart?
'cause it's already yours.
we could hang out every night
and watch the sun go down.
as long as we could watch it rise again.
gave me a valentine.
it's these little things that stand the test of time.
I've saved the tickets from the shows that we've been to.
and a thousand other memories of you.
gave you this i.o.u. today.
it said good for one galaxy.
once I build my rocket to the stars.
we'll fly away just you and me.
current mood:  loved
current music: the ataris
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| Friday, February 21st, 2003
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6:59 pm
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"The culture that we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it."
-Morrie
"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. The seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things."
-Morrie
i was just reading Tuesdays with Morrie... and in some ways i'm kind of like Morrie, and they're ways that set me apart from most [if not all] of the people i know. for example, i'd much rather lay out underneath the stars, sit in a tree, or stare out a window and just think to myself rather than watch tv. also, rather than concern myself with the lives and drama of famous people i'd rather read something that will further my intelligence.
or maybe i should just keep my thoughts to myself...
current mood: philosophic
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| Thursday, February 20th, 2003
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9:47 am
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it's so warm outside... and sunny. i'm lovin it. for the first time in months i got to drive around with my sun roof open.
current mood:  content
current music: planes mistaken for stars - knuckle hungry
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| Tuesday, February 18th, 2003
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10:01 am
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DAMN YOU BOLTON!!!!!
current mood: amused
current music: norma jean
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